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Wednesday, May 27, 2009





(L) Cureently rotting at home ._. Never went to school today . HAHA . Later will be going back school and meet welyn lixin and aloysius i think(: Okay byebye !

10:53 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009

My usb cable is having problems so i couldn't upload the pictures . Thursday i wont be in singapore till next month 27 ): Sad aye . Probably this will be my last post as tml i gotta pack my things and stuffs x.X

WELYN
Mama :D Takecare of yourself okay. Update me if anything happen :D Must miss me everyday haw. Dont forget me sallymasusuminsongmeiqimushroom ah . Okay i will miss you alot. Thanks for the letter ! Enjoy your june holidays and keep in touch . Spam me in friendster because i scared my msn wont work there . iloveyou alot! (L) muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks . HAHHAH i can be mushy with you . :D SALLYSONGMEIQI LOVE GOHWELYN MANYMANYMANY . Takecare !!!!! (L) See you after june holidays :D

LIXIN
CEO:D . HAHAHHA . Takecare of yourself too okayyy . Anything happen must update me . Must also like welyn everyday miss me ah HAHAHHAHAHAHA . Keep in touch . Okay i will miss you alot too . Thanks for the lettter ! Contact me throught msn tooozx ! iloveyoulot (L) mucakkkkkkkks . See you after june holidays . Dont miss me too much till cry ah HAHAHHAHA . Okay takecare and iloveyou (L) See you after june holidays tooooo ! SALLY LOVE YOU ALOT and thanks for the letter !

ALOYSIUS
YO. Takecare ah papa :D Seeya !! Contact me ayeee ! :D Okay i will miss you guys lot man ):

JUNHAO
Happy early birthday to you . :)

Takecare everyone :]

WELYN LIXIN & ALOYSIUS
Thanks for cheering me up when i'm sad . Thanks for everything that you all have done for me . I really appreciate alot . Enjoy your june holidays and i hope the one month will pass very fast . Oh god , i just realise for the pass few months , at least one day , i will msg you all once .Oh lord how am i gonna tahan for one month ._. ._. Must enjoy the june holidays aye . Especially welyn , me & you starting of the year already wanted june holidays to come LOL . So now it has come , enjoy it xD Lixin also !! iloveyouguysalot . i will miss you all T_T . TAKECARE AND SEE YEAH NEXT MONTH AT 27 !! I will text you all when i reach . sallylovewelynlixinandaloysiusmanymany! (L)(L)


TAKECARE EVERYONE :D
10:31 PM

Saturday

Exams are over. Morning wake up quite late. Around 10? Then chiong to cwp to meet sister at 12. Had pastatmania and walk here walk there . Ended up she came at 3plus? -.- Went to get my samsung ultra touch. Quite hard to use. Then brother and sis in law come fetch us and went to golden mile to have dinner there. Stan & melody followed too. Went home around 9plus . Stan and melody came up to my house and play . Ha they damn cute aye.

Sunday

Wake up at 9. Prepare and went down. Reach green bean around 1045. Studystudystudy. Went to meet lixin after that. Plaza sing again . Went to eat chicken rice and went to hougang there to find kelvin . Quite number of things happen and i dont wanna mention it cos very xiasuay hahha. Bus back with ivan. First time aye o.o . Went for dinner and went home and sleep.

Monday

Morning went to meet lixin and went mac. Sad mama never came :( She is going to go back to her maple world HAHHA. She is gonna me another victim . xD Saw tightass . Spoilt my fucking mood. Went to school. Was bloody hot. Morning was temp taking. Then amaths. Was boring . Miss yip gonna teach us for the last lesson today . After school , went to norht point find jimmy and kelvin . I forget whad happen after that already HAHA

Today

Today is offically last day for me for this term ... Sad alright . Morning meet welyn and lixin . Bused to school , assembly at parade square . For art , went up to humanities room to do our art clay . It took up amaths lesson . Jaslin is teaching for our last lesson today and a new english teacher will be taking over . Recess with corrina kaixin & jillian. Then chinese , went up . Social studies was boring. After school shirlene me lixin welyn & amelia bused to junction 8. Went pizza , meet aloysius brice kenyong and daryl outside pizza hut. Thanks people aye. Thanks welyn and lixin for the lettter (L) I'm really very touched . Cried on the spot. Is like very paiseh. ._____. Tommorow will be going back to school to passs up all the forms and stuffs . Hope can meet you all aye . Thanks people for wishing me and stuffs(:

9:54 PM
Friday, May 22, 2009

Morning assemble at hall . Finally , yay . It was damn hot in the morning . First lesson was art . Got back our paper . Then maths , mrs yap damn cute , she forget that she is having lesson with us . Ha , then PE . Play the stupid game. Then recess . Chemistry was bored . Ms Chia let us try the express paper , i did the paper half way and i fell asleep o.o... Then chapel . Went to junction 8 with lixin welyn & aloysius . Went coffee bean eat the muffin . Then aloysius and welyn went off . Me & lixin went to dhobby guat to eat chickenrice . Then went to northpoint to get my shit done . IT WAS DAM FUCKING PAIN . I loose many blood-.- End up , i let my 5th ear hole close :( No choice..... Sad aye... Tommorow probably gonna get my new phone. And my mom diedie want me get the samsung ultra touch-.-

Amaths-18/60
Art-57/100
Geography-5/25

I am very dissapointed with my a & e maths. Centre parting also very dissapointed with me ._. I guess i need to work hard already. And i am quite happy that i pass my art and i thought i will fail haha . And i realised that i am quite talented in crapping o.o For my geo paper , i am veryveryvery HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPY !! I can crap till i got 5 marks XD Not bad aye hahha !

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Sebas : yeah i know :( Ask you teach me chem , you dont want ROAR !
9:05 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009

I'm veryvery bored . I realised always , after exams , school days are just very sian ._. Must why dont come school . Today school was veryvery bored . And we did take back our papers , not all but most of them .

Chemistry - 22.5/45
Physic - 34/45
SocialStudies - 10/25
Chinese - 46/70
English - 15/35

That all we got back for today . I guess tomorrow will be getting back our art , maths and amaths paper . The stupid jaslin , detucted 3 marks from me beacause i forget to write the compo number ? ._. Fxuckkkkk aye . After school waited for welyn they all all locker there . Then went to canteen and eat . LiXin & Welyn went to j8 while i accompany esther to finish her lunch . Bused to novena square . Did attend tution today . Idk why i got no mood to study today , haha maybe because the exams are over . Went tution for only one hour plus . Then went united square . Then went for donuts . Have cheese fries & spicy chees donut . Then went home and take money . I wanna enjoy my life for the rest out of the years . :(






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JILLIAN : lolol , yeah hahha . YO BITCH :D .
8:40 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009



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9:01 PM

Today is marking day. I'm happy because exams are over and i am sad & angry because my mom dont wanna buy the handphone that i want . Cheebyezxzx . She say the handphone not good. HEELLO , how you know the handphone is not good when you dont even use it before ? I want that handphone :( Last night chat with sebas , finally he is online ha . Finally slept early last night . Early in the morning some bloody person wake me up-.- Screw you laaaa ! Then i cant go back to sleep . Pack my room , and now my room looks better and clean. Went to northpoint just now to have my breakfast + lunch ._. Then come back home. Going out again later. I guess i gonna skip tution today and play. Tommorow gonna get back our papers . I dont wanna get back , i bet my mom will scold me when she see my results. I have lost confident in everything. I have no mood to study and stuff. Life is just boring and fuckedup. Boy, i want you honestly :( And i wont be in singapore from 28May to 27June .
1:30 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Maths paper todayzx . Ended around 935? Went to junction 8 walkwalk and went to hub for newyorknewyork with welyn aloysius and lixin . Got back my physic paper today. I got 33/45 .__. Then went to cityhall to make my things done . Then went back home change and went to sembawant shopping center. Went to daiso , but quite alot of stuffs haha . Then went to sunplaza walkwalk . Okay tml i will be rotting at home . Tired.

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QIANWEN : LOL . wher got .
8:21 PM
Monday, May 18, 2009


Survive - Gabrielle
2:54 PM

Yesterday morning my mom was veryvery angry . I think she pms . Went down to eat . Then went for tution . Jovan was the first one to reach . -clapclap- Then i arrive then alex then andrea . Teacher was late . Do some chem stuffs and went down with jovan ivan andrea and alex to united square to buy mac . Then jimmmy reach there already . Fast aye . Then went up take my stuffs and went to find him at united square . He helped her friend buy birthday present and we went to walk . Then went novena square 2 . Walk here walk there and we really got nothing to do. Went up to ntuc and walk inisde . Then went to foodcourt and slack and chat there. Then went down and buy soyabean . Went to square 1 to walk and chat at third floor and slack there . Then went down to see people doing rock climbing . The weather was very nice . Nothing much to post .

This is the pic i ask jimmy send me LOL .
He look quite cute here aye ! :)


Today , morning meet lixin and went to mac . She have her breakfast there . Then beside me got one this crazy woman . Talk to me and say " boys are curel blahblahblah " She also tell me stuff like " I got commit sucide before " Then me and lixin was like ohmygod whadthehell . Fuck , she is fucking scary . Then got one part she say " Singapore got ghost " Then we O.O . Then she talk about whad death thing and stuffs . Me and lixin was very scared. First time handling a crazy woman. -.- Then alvin and clarence came . Lixin asked two of them to join us . Then they all come already haw , the crazy woman suddenly say " boys blahblahblah " Then i say " they just my friends whad " Then she say " Are you sure they are just your simple friends ? " Then i down there -.-" . Then clarence they all went back to their seats and me and lixin zao to them by saying they teaching us chemistry -.- Then got two ite boys sit beside her . LOL . Then me and lixin was like " the two guys die liao o.o " HHAHAHHAHHA . Then lixin tell the guys friends not to sit with her . Then went to school . Find welyn at 3rd floor. Do chem there till 84o . Then saw alvin . He told me that the girl got chase out by security guard o.o And he say she suddenly went up to them and ask if want free tution O.O wahhhh LOL . Then went back 1st floor to classroom . Have morning assembly there . Took temperature too . 9.25 the paper start . I found that the paper was quite easy compare to class tests but idk how to do -.- zzz . After the paper , went to junction 8 with lixin welyn aloysius and yuquan . Me and welyn eat at foodcourt . After that dam sleepy . Then went down to mac study awhile . Then went back home . Tommorrow is the last paper . Ha . I'm so happy but i dont want take back my results -.- And i heard that physic , our class whole class pass expect one student . And heard that there are few disctintions ? O.O Okay i wanna sleep already . Last night did not have a nice sleep -.-
What should i do . I have the feeling back . I really dont want this feeling to be back . I wanted you since the day i know you . Sometimes your words and actions hurts me alot :( I dont know why i still put hope in you despite knowing that we will never be together . Iloveyou & Imissyou alot . :(
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T for Trudy : Hahha sure ! Takecare too alrights ! Come find me if you are in bishan ! loves :]
SHIRLENE : HAHA sure . We kill each other :D .
Qianwen : Thanks man ! :D .
SHIRLENE & QIANWEN : LOL . You two siao already ha .
2:25 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009

3things i have learnt .

1. i learnt not to anyhow trust people
2. i learnt how to think futher now
3. i learnt that there are consequences for things you do
4. Now than i realise that home is always very peaceful .

3things i wanna do now .

1. get my ass out from this fucking schoool .
2. i want him .
3. i want time to reverse .

And i reallyreallyreally mean it . Perhaps , all this i have now is fated . Sometimes i really wonders if you treat me as one . I am reallyreally confuse . I want 2o12 to come now . I feel like dying nownownonow .
3:55 PM

I go no mood to post . I hate life . I hate it !

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Junwei : LOL . me & you are mushrooms . hi5 . haha .
Mandy : Hello (:
3:42 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009

i want you
i need you
i miss you
i love you

Today was art paper . Err quite hard ? I draw till ah ........ Morning meet lixin and welyn . Went to school sit with vanessa and welyn . Then went to concourse . Chat with brice brandon and welyn . Today art paper haw , we nv put our bag infront . HAHA . cos nothing to cheat -.- After the paper went to amk to eat newyorknewyork . I ate two candy flooss . XD Welyn's hotcake or pancake or whadever is dam cute LOL .

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Karin : Hahha welcome ! (L)
8:38 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009

Some countdownnnns

English
Chinese
SocialStudies
Physic
Geography
Amaths
Art
Chemistry
Maths

And guess whad . I am only left with art chemistry and maths . Art paper is tomorrow . Then monday is chem and tuesday is maths . Today geo , i totally screwed up . The teacher cheated our feeling , say whad coast and rivers choose one , end up got two question choose one , then both the question is mixed with rivers and coast -.- i dont know how to do single question . I just simply talk crap x.x For my geo , i get 10 ++ i happy already . At least got 2 digit . But i think i will get one digit or even 0 !!!!!! Sian . Amaths was hard also . Whad i learn nv come out -.- Sian tml art i also die . I gonna chiong for my mathsmathsmaths !!!!

Anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARIN JIE (L)
Thanks for being there when i need you . It is gonna be one year since i know you ! Haha . You have beeen very nice to me , thanks aye . Thanks jie for everything . :D your encouragment , adviseee and jokkkkes ! Wishing you all the best in whadever you do aye . I will be there for you when you need someone to talk too :D . Enjoy your dayy . Goodluck in whatever you do . Lastly , HAPPYBIRTHDAY (L) Iloveyoumanymany !
9:57 PM

Overdue pictures :














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Esthhhhher :D




ZHEMING LOL :D



long way back ...




9:09 PM

Everything ends today . I hate you . You took my things away . One aint enough yeah . I bet you are gonna take away my everything .

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QIANWEN : lol , where got . No la . Thanks[:
MANDY : LOL . Hhaha thanks ! (L)
5:39 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Do whatever you want . Do whatever you want cos i dont fucking care anymore . I guess you never even treated me as a friend . Dont blame me if i hate you or what . Is you ownself make me hate you .

Haha. Chat with sebas just now . Super miss talking to him can . I guess he is the only one i feel comfortable to talk to with . I miss his jokes and stuffs . I have learn somethings from him . I learn not to trust people alot . I also learnt how to be independent . I wanna be independent seriously . I dont wanna rely on other people . God please guide me and give me strength . I wish secondary school life will end as soon as possible . And i wanna start anew in poly , hopefully it can . I wanna give up on everything on what i have now and start anew . I am seriously tired of this shit . I have been dealing it for 5months already . I want it end now . The best way is " dont care " That whad alot of people tell me . Well , i guess i really should dont care about it .


Three passions have governed my life:
The longings for love, the search for knowledge,
And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].
Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.
In the union of love I have seen
In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision
Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,
But always pity brought me back to earth;
Cries of pain reverberated in my heart
Of children in famine, of victims tortured
And of old people left helpless.
I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer.
God please bless me and guide me .
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ZUEN > Hello meimei :D
GAY .O: > Father :D .
ESTHER > ahha you too aye ! Updated already
Qianwen> Thanks you too :D .

2:39 PM

Hello people . Well exams have started .

Friday
Friday was chinese and english paper . I never finish the chinese paper . Quite sad . After the paper stayed back for chem for awhile then went to junction 8 with kaixin lixin welyn and aloysius . Walkwalkwalk . Went to buy my sushi and went to libary . Welyn left then aloyisus went to find his sis . Something happen and i dont wanna mention it haw tanlixin -.- Then went to have luch at food court . Then went to zinc and slack there . Left there around 4 plus . Went home sleep and have dinner .

Saturday
Morning have breakfast with mom and went to tution . Then meet lixin and went to fareast to shop for my mom present . Bought shirt . Then went to buy bubble tea . Nothing much to post .

Sunday
Same , morning have breakfast with mom :D Then went for tution HAHHA . At first tell lixin meet at 9 , then chnge to 10 , then to 12 then to 2 LOL . HAHHAHA . Okay went to bishan . Went to mall there to buy fires and saw stacy . Chat with her awhile and went to walkwalk . Went back home around 5 plus (: Then bathe and stuff , went to city link . Got one guy give me candy floss HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA . Went to new york to celebrate mother's day . Got one drink dam cute . It is called " Bloody eyeball " LOL . Then went home around 11 plus . HAPPY MOTHER DAY TO ALL MOTHERS :D



10:06 AM
Sunday, May 3, 2009

Today time pass very fast . Morning wake up at 8 . Then went novena there . Tution till 12 . Then went to cwp to meet sean . He take dam long to get his ass out of his house ! D: buy my stud :D HAHHAHA . Nothing much to post . This week is gonna be a buzy week D: Exams on friday . Good luck to everyone ! :D
7:30 PM
Saturday, May 2, 2009

Today is saturday already . Well it is fast man . Morning wake up at 10 plus and eat . Then back to sleep till 3 plus . Went donw to buddy hoagies to study with centre parting . He teach me graph till he damn pissed off . And from 4-7 i only did 3 questions in total -.- He say i really gotta buck up if not i will really flunk my paper . Left there around 7 . Went to station cos i am going to orchard for dinner with centre parting . And when reach station , i just realised that i nv bring my ezlink card -..- Then went back . Reach home around 73o . Bathe and stuff alrdy is 83o . And i am quite lazy to go orchard , then decided to go northpoint to return ivan's book . See i am so good . I waited for the bloody bus for 30 mins . -.- Then went to libary . Still gotta scan ic because of the swine (?) flu o.O . Then went to walkwalk . Saw this blingbling shop !! Inside is full of blingbling things . Ohmygod , i really wanna buy lor . But no money ._. Then went around . Went yellow to find the girl . She help me squeeze out my ear de swallon part . It is dam pain man .______________. Tiredtired . Sighhh . Now exams are near the corner , but i still have no mood to study . And i dont know why .___. Tommoror will be a short day . HAHA . Takecare eveyone :D .

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Grace :B : HAHHA . :D
Shanette : Sure ! :D
10:19 PM
Friday, May 1, 2009

PEOPLE HELP ME WITH MY CHEM , MATHS , AMATHS , PHYSIC , GEOGRAPHY AND SOCIAL STUDIES PLEASE ): ): ):
I NEED HELP IN ALL THIS SUBJECTS -.- OKAY INFACT ALL HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA !
2:16 PM

Wednesday 290409

Morning have temperature taking . Have phyisc test . Hahha . Then i forget whad happen during school o.o . After school , meet esther and bus to novena . Was in the same bus with charmine aloysius zheming & i dont know who . HAHA . Was very tired that day . So nv study much . Reach home around 8 . Then went to sleep .

Thursday 300409

Morning have chem > ss > recess > english . Went up to hall for the 85 founders day celebration . This year was quie special , have a birthday cake . AHHAH . The school so cute can . Then walk to junction 8 to meet shanette (L) Walk around . Pizza hut was full with people . Shanette pierced her ear ! HHHAHHA . Have a fun day with herrr ! Then around 3 meet esther , then went to novena . Was quite fun . Reached home around 93o . Was dam tired . Nothing much already , Will upload pic in the next post cos the pictures are with esther ! HAHHAH .

I just realised that my english paper is nextweek -.- OHMYGOD !!!!!! MY EXAMS ARE REALLY REALLY COMING AND I SERIOUSLY NEED HELP T_T Anyone help meeeee ! D:
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Sebas : o.o?
Shanette : (L)
2:07 PM
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