if only you were mines.
This post is specially for ESTHER YEO JIA MIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (L)

Hey bby, happy 16 birthday! All the best in whatever you do. Thanks for being such a great friend yea. Thanks for being there when i need you. Andd i owe you one outing on shopping! Ask me out before i go off k! I'll be 24/7 be there for you. Thanks for everything that you've done for me. Anddddd enjoy your day. Iloveyouuu :D
Today is the last day of school. Was happy & sad. Happy because it's the last day of school as i can have some peace and settle down with some things. Sad because next year i'll be different from some people. Well, this year pass really very fast. Thanks for people who helped me througout this whole year. Especially some of my friends and classmates. This year i learnt quite a number of things. I appreciate those who're really nice & care for me. All the best to everyone! Good luck. And grats to those who get into 4grace next year. :D


Currently playing runeScape with goh welyn. The first online game i ever play with her!! Haha, okay the game is quite cute and joke yea. I tooke 1 hour to complete the tutorial. Okay i know i'm looser but i dont care hahha. Mama bring me go fishing and cook prawns HAHA. She's fucking cute aye. Okay idk how to play and it make me more dulan HAHHAHA. Okay byebye


Got back our report book today.

My results:

Subject CA2 SA2 2nd Comb Overall Grade

Chinese 63.6 65.0 64.6 64 B4
Mathematics 65.6 72.0 70.2 67 B3
Art 'O' level 58.6 57.0 57.5 57 C5
English Language 46.2 32.0 36.1 39 U
Additional Maths 62.6 58.0 59.3 54 C5
Combine Science (Phy, Chem) 62.4 61.4 61.7 63 B4
Combine Human (SS, G) 46.1 38.0 40.3 38 U
Civics & Moral Education A
Physical Education B

Total : 417/700
Percetage: 59.6
Class Postion: 37/41
EMB3: -
L1B2:-

HAHHA. Yes i got promoted!! Today took back report book, finally i can skip tmr already. Haha. Holidays are like really fucking around the fucking corner! And i'm so fucking happy. Oh yeah, my brother will be going back on 3rd Nov and i'll be going back alone on 16 Nov. -hints- Haha. Yes i can enjoy my life w/o my mom and my brother for like 13 days? Haha,i make sure i'm gonna go out everday!! People do jio me out hhaha. Okay that's all.

I don't know why i'm falling back into the hole again. Save me. I can't stop thinking of you.


Random. Haha i dont know what to write. Talked to sebas yesterday. Haha he's funny lol. Okay went to school for nothing today. Thought tat will be taking back report book that's why i went, but in the end we didn't take back-.- zzz like this tmr diedie must go school. Ass. Okay nothing to post. Byebye.

Tags Reply:
LuvJ: Hahha thanks bby you too.
Jeremy: Thanks!
All the best to those who're taking os tmr. Good luck everyone!


i don't know what to write. byebye
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN :D
- i wanna get promoted to sec4 na.
- i wanna have many $$$ for shopping.
- i wanna change phone.
- i wanna have long hair.
- i wanna re dye my hair.
- i wanna slim down.
- i wanna be happy forever.
- i wanna be with him.
- i wanna migrate.

i wanna do alotalotalot of things which are very impossible. I believe everything happens for a reason. I've learnt how to cherish things before it's gone. And yes, he's gone. He taught me alot of things. I don't know why suddenly you changed to another person. I seriously don't get it. Did i do anything wrong? I keep asking myself this question. I can't find and think of any reasons on why you're cold towards me. Perhaps this the way how we are meant to be. To be honest, till now i'm still putting on hopes from you despite knowing that we won't be tgt and won't be like last time. If time could reverse, i would never tell you that i luv you.. If i nv told you that i luv you, maybe we're good friend now. I rather be good friends than ending up like this now.. Telling you that i have feeling for you is the biggest mistake i have ever made. I hope you'll be like last time. I hope miracles can happen.

Labels: All good things come to an end.

Today i didn't went to school. Went to meet qianwen they all at around 1 plus. Suppose to celebrate felicia birthday but she have camp. Lunch with aloy & qw. Later on sean came. Went to bishan mall & bought bubble tea. Chat there and went home. Sleep and got up by aloysius call. Bathe and went to bishan to get aunty phone. Shop and dinner there. Saw shuting. Haha was very long since i last saw her. Heard that there'll be many changes in our class. Oh god. I wonder how is the promotion thing. I hope i'll get promoted. Well, what is done is already done. Nothing can be change.

Whatever i do, i don't need you to critize me. I luv being like that, is that your problem? :) I don't need you to fucking judge me. Think twice before you say anything. Think what you've done. I wish good luck.

Anyway,

Happy Bithday Felicia Chong Ying Ying aka Champion!

haha, happy birthday aye bby! thanks you for being there when i need help. glad to know you haha. well, wishing you all the best in whatever you do. ANDANDAND next year exams we must ton tgt still ah! let's tontonton :D Okay enjoy yeah. i love you :D
got back our results today. it sucks.

Paper itself.
english p2- 23/75
maths p1- 45/60
maths p2- 34/50
chinese p1- 43/70
chinese p2- 41/70
amaths- 46/80
physic- 35/65
chemistry- 44.5/65
art- 56/100
geography- 15/50
social studies- 24/50

Overall.
english- 39 f9
maths- 67 b3
combine science- 63 b4
combine humanities- 38 f9
amaths- 54 c6
art- 57 c5
chinese- 64 b4

okay my mama is gonna faint if she see this inside my report book. well, hope the teachers can push me up. whatthefuck, i failed my most important subject which is english. and mrs ravi told me that i might be retain and it's very hard to push up for me. fuck. i dont want retain. i want promotepromote!! okay i better pray hard tonight for tmr's promotion day thing. hope the teachers can help me ._. okay byebye and goodluck all.

Tags Reply:
Felicia: hey bby :D
Jeremy: hello :D
Jeremy & Felcia: Y'all got nothing to do inside art room ah hahha
unknown: hahh go and die la. ANW I WANT THAT!!
Shanette: Hey bby! :D
Time flies. 5 days of so called holidays are like gonna fly away. Fuck. Okay sunday went to www with welyn and qw. We play till mad haha. Yesterday went for class gathering. Okay i'm lazy to post. Omg, tmr i'm gonna have heart attack man. Sian. Byebye.
Just finised my art. Honestly, i'm damn tired now and i spend dont know how many freaking hours on doing art. First time i stay awake and spending time on school stuffs. Quite alot of people didn't sleep too haha, last paper already. 5 hours more and i gonna kik their ass HAHAHHAHA. 5 hours moreeee than no paper already. YAY FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear today i'm gonna go back straight home to sleep after art paper!!!!!!! Okay goodluck people :D Byebyeeeee~~
guess what. now is like 2.35am and i'm still doing my art. i got alot of things to do. i only complete one of my layout, i need to write one intro, one more layout, paste the 10 pictures into the drawing block and elaborate it. and i need to get it done by 6. win liao, means i got no time to sleep already. ohmygod, i'm damn tired now. i wanna sleep:(
finally tmr is the last paper. today was the first time i stayed inside for damn long. i stayed inside since 10 till 7 just now? okay honestly, there's no time for me to draw and combine all. scarly later on, i spend more time rushing through in the middle of the night compare to pass few subjects. i'm damn tired. today maths paper 2 was damn bloody hard. idk how to do at all. omgomgomg, i swear i'm gonna party like mad till tuesday. cos wednesday me and especially my mom will have a big heart attack man. goodgame. haha, ask me out during the weekends or what people! :D goodluck to all for tmr's paper.
currently in art with bryan, waiting for felicia bio paper to end. today was amaths paper, it was damn hard. i spend like 30 min doing on the last question on corrodinate geometry, than all my answers are wrong-.- quite sad uh lol. okay tmr is gonna be the 2nd last paper already. yay finally. i can gurantee plus chop chop that next week my mom is gonna have heart attack already. so i better enjoy during the weekend till tuesday. from wednesday onwards, i'm dead....

i guess we're really meant to be in this way.. i just hope that you'll still be like last time. you're like a strange to me now.. you totally change.. i hope you'll be like last time.
today i totally screwed my whole social studies and listening comprehension. soruce base was like damn freaking hard and i dont understand single shit. structure essay was hard also, i can't remember anything while doing. than i stop, thinkthinkthink and write again. end up i also cn't finish the paper. okay listening comprehension was damn hard, the question beat around the bushes. and the answers all ain't straight forward. okay overall was damn fcuked up. i nearly cried during the paper. quite happy that social studies is finally over. tmr is english paper. my god. i'm dead dead dead dead dead dead.

May be it's the time to let go. Goodbye luv,
it had been very long since i last posted. didn't dare to use comp cos once i use, i won't study. infact, i haven't really started studying yet and exams are like on monday. my god, i need more time nao nao nao. honestly, i regretted alot of things....

you changed alot, totally into another person. if time really can reverse, i won't do all those shit things..

anyway, our exams venue is in the hall. my god, plus they are not gonna on the aircon.. the worst thing is we can't ...... well, good luck to everyone for end of year exams. all the best yeah. i swear after exams, i'm gonna party like what. okay byebye:D

if only you were mines.