Live life to the fullest.

2010-08-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

It's had been super long since i last updated my blog. Haha. I am busy with lots of stuffs like schooling & all.

Friday 20 Aug
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE CHOWCHOW :D Hehe, stray dog birthday haha. Have our english prelim paper, i swear it was fxking hard. omg, i dont even know how to school. After the paper went to do art till 3 plus and went home. Bathe and stuffs and than met up with qw around 5. Shopshop at bugis street & went t steamboat. After that i went to find jiamin. Walked walked and bought stuffs. Later on around 10 i went to find marcus & co at town. Walked around orchard and went t cine to catch a movie at 1225am . Step up was damn nice. You guys should watch hehe. After that went t mac and play truth or dare. Ok many things happened and i dont wanna elaborate. Got two guys joined us. ^^ They are friendly. Haha, around 3 plus cab to marcus house and stayed there. Around 6am i took cab home and sleeeep.

Saturday 21 Aug
Sleep till 4. Recieve papa phone, he said that he was like coming back now o.o which totally freak me out LOL. bathe and changed and went t meet philip & kenneth for a movie. " the expandable (sp)" was boring so we decided t walked out from the theatre lol. Slack and chatted around. Reach home around 1 plus. Had supper w dad & bro ^^

2010-05-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

I swear the bintan camp was really very fun. Had a really great time with all the people and instructors there. I swear this is the best camp i've ever had. The environment and food was all much more better than last year. I feel that 4Hope become somehow united during the camp. Well, i miss bintan alot. Seriously. All the instructors there were very nice, funny & caring. How i wish time will stop here in bintan.

12 May 2010

I packed my stuffs till 5.30 am, so i didn't have a chance to sleep. Watch tv awhile and i went to wash up. Left my house around 5.55am and off to bishan. Met qw & welyn and went to school together. Teachers take attandane and stuffs and off to tanah merah (sp?) ferry terminal. Check in and everything than we went into the ferry. This is the first time i took a ferry HAHA. Bought maggggie mee and eat there. When we reach bintan, we took a bus and went over to campsite. Have breifing in the function room. The aircon there is damn (Y)(Y)(Y)!! We have lunch there too. The food there is like super nice and it is x10000000 better than last year food. Had all the activites there. The most intresting one is the blind fold activity. Haha. After that, we had amazing race. Our group managed to complete one challange only. But nevermind la aye~ :D As long as we had fun aye~:D Had dinner after it and we went for night trekking. At first i paired with germaine but later on due to some reasons she dont wanna pair with meeee. *evil laugh* So i paired with zhihao. Fahimah paired with Qianwen, Hanafi paired with charmaine, Edmund paired with fatinah, Ratna paired with sinying, germaine paired with alvin and Zheming paired with Zhi Ren. Later on idk who asked if can go 3 by 3, Qianwen ended up paring with fatinah & edumnd, zhihao ended up paring with alvin & germaine, Ratna ended up pairing with hanafi & charmanie and i ended up pairing with zheming & zhiren. The night trek was damn scary :S I feel very giddy when i was walking and idk why. After that, idam bring us to the beach and give us some briefing(?) -idk what he was talking about as i wasn't paying attention- Than walk back to our dorms. Wash up and everything than went to sleep but i didnt managed to sleep.

13 May 2010

I didnt sleep the whole night so i was awake~ Lol, had breakfast and went for trekking. When you are climbing up, it is not challanging but when you're coming down, it is FUCKING challanging. When we climbing halfway, it rainned and there is storms and lightnings. It was damn scary. Brice and quite alot of people from 4praise helped us when we were climbing down. Every step i take, i will at least slip one time. Idk why. I rembered there is this part where i slip>brice slip>don slip>amzar slip>clarence slip. LOL. Sorry people. Those who are infront of me on that day was quite suay.... Especially don, i make his whole body full with mud. Nvm la, you have free mud spa:D Once in a lifetime ^^. I managed to climb down *thank god*My whole body was damn wet as it rainned and my shoes turn from white to brown. While walking to the bus, i slip 3 times. *freaking suay!!!!!!!* Sit with zhiren in bus and we chatted. Have our lunch at the function room and bathed. After that was paintball for guys & flying fox for girls. Flying fox is damn fun but it's quite scary when you jump down. After that, we went back to our dorms and changed to our camp tee, idam bring us go shopping awhile and all the things down there was freaking expensive. After shopping, we had our buffet dinner. The place is damn nice and their service is very gooood. Guess what, i broke 3 bowls there. Lol, after we eat we went to the beach and tooks pictures. The sand was damn soft and it's damn nice. Later on we had our de-brief & went back to our dorms. Wash up & lights are off at 11. We chatted there and around 2 plus me and germaine went out to sit. Have a nice chat there. Haha, later on around 3 plus if i am not wrong, we went to sleep. I tried to sleep but i cant sleep at all.

14 May 2010

Wash up and all and we had our breakfast. After that we packed our dorms and cleaned up that area. The instructors give the final de-brief. And we went off to the ferry terminal. It's also the time to say goodbye to all the insturctors. Kinda sad. I will miss shumei & idam alot~ Lol, i slept inside the ferry as i was really really very tired. Reach singapore and hopped on into the bus and went back to school. Mr Loo fetch me and qw to junction 8 and we cabbed back home.

2010-05-11T18:20:00.002+08:00

I'm back~ Didn't blog for ages already. Well, life is still as normal. Go school, get scolding from parents, out with friends & stuffs. Time really past damn fast. Suddenly it's mid year alr. Our prelim 1, 2, N level & O level exams are coming.. I haven't prepare anything yet. I still have no mood to study. Oh well. Tmr is all level camp. Sec 4 na are going to bintan. Guess what, till now i haven't pack my stuffs yet. Haha, i wont be in singapore from tmr till friday. People miss me kay~~ bye. *dk what to post LOL*

2010-04-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

SHINee finished filmming hello baby. Well, very sad aye. One of them cried but they didnt reveal. I think is either minho baby or taemin baby. Haha, i think jjong won't cry. Wonder if yooguen baby cry? Or he dont know anything at all. I feel like crying too lol. Nvm, SHINee FIGHTING!!

2010-03-22T00:22:00.003+08:00

Exams are like in 9 hours time and i'm still using computer haha. Well, my march holidaly study plan totally failed! Till now i haven't study a single thing yet. Oh well, *think positively* CA aint important HAHA. Well, all the best to everyone. Wish me all the best man. I'm really gonna screw my CA. Haha. I'm curretnly watching japanese drama now. Not bad eyy. HAHA byebye!

2010-03-18T12:07:00.003+08:00

2010-03-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

In the morning meet welyn qw & kx. Breakfast tgt, qw came late. Walk to school for chinese oral. I swear that it's damn hard. I'm the first one and i finish very early. Haha, went down to canteen, chat with kathleen stacy charmine felicia kx qw & welyn. Later charmine stacy & kathleen went off. Followed by welyn. Walked to juction 8, qw & kx lunch at cafe cartel. Bus back to school for the workshop thinggy. It is reallyreally damn boring. I slept during the talk. And my neck is damn pain now :( Went to have ice cream after that and went home. Had dinner with mom just now.

School have been very stress recently. How i wish i am in sec 1 or 2 now. Last year, during this period of time, i'm busy sleeping, shopping, fooling around and enjoying my life. But now..?

2010-03-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

I swear today i'm very unlucky. Okay i dont wish to mention it. Tmr is mother tongue oral. Well, all the best to everyone ok :D

goodbye SHINee, have a safe trip to back to korea. Luv y'all ttm! ♥

2010-03-14T17:33:00.002+08:00

I swear yesterday was damn AWESOME! Met kx around 3 and went to have some icecream. Took bus and ratna hop on into our bus. Went to marina square. Was thinking if we should go take a look in mandarin oriental hotel. Went to flyer and eat popeye. HAHA. The maxi combo was nice. Later on went to toilet, ratna & kx help me put make up. :D Walk back to marina float there and waited for hanafi & nurul. Later on we went in. The thing started around 7.30. I SWEAR SHINee IS DAM HOT. They're in white when they came in and in black when they performed. When they walk up to the stage, everyone stood up. And they block my view. From my side, i cant see anything. The stupid fking lighting thing block them. :( Awhile later, me and kx decided to went downstairs and see. I swear it's much more better than sitting. Stand for like 4 hours? When they came out, i totally feel damn happy & suddenly not tired anymore. They performed ring ding dong, noona is so pretty & jojo. Jjong look pale & moody. I wonder what happened to him. I guess he is sick. Rumours are passing around saying that, jjong dont like it when they are singing and the fans are screaming. ANDANDAND key waved a few times! Onew did the talking. Haha the way he talk is damn sweet. Minho was quiet but he smiled! Taemin is damn cutee. And i think onew was wearing loose pants hahha! I bet that more than 3/4 of the fans are SHINee fans. (Y) And if there's no SHINee, confirm very less people will attend the thing. Ended around like 11.30. Got many fans rush to oriental mandarin hotel to see SHINee. I guess they saw? Kx mom come to fetch us. Thanks youuuuu. OMG I STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT I SAW SHINee IN REAL LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-06T20:17:00.002+08:00

I'm like sososo in luv with taemin, minho & key! I kept playing jojo and ring ding dong and i wont feel bored & sick of the song! *screaaaaaaaaams* ohmygod, they are totally damn hot. (Y) okay exams in 2 weeks time and i haven't prepare any shit yet. guess i am gonna fail, N level also dont need gfa ^^ OMG i can't wait till next saturday and see them! (L)

2010-02-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Ever since school reopens, this is the best week i have ever have. This week is veryvery awesome. Well, i enjoyed everyday in school i guess? Thursday helped hanafi shave his leg hair. hahha have lots of fun with classmates and all. Will upload the video next time when germaine send me :) Friday was class bbq. It was fun. At first it rained and all, quite screwed but later on it was fun and glad that it's successful. Well everyone changed to the bettter. HAHA. -clapclap- Played truth or dare. HAHA it was damn fun i swear. And guess what, my mom allowed me to go for the singapore entertaiment award 2010!!!!!!

2010-02-19T21:55:00.002+08:00

Went to catch a movie with fahimah & qianwen after school. Movie-ed vday :D

Goddbye Luv

2010-02-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

goodbye z. you've gone today. see you soon.

2010-02-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Valentines Day people.

It had been quite sometime since i last posted. The past two days was fun for me. I didn't go school on friday as i am lazy to go. Haha i bet many people didnt go right. Dad came back. As usual, things never change. *bang walls* Tidy up my room the whole day. Went to sleep around 3 plus and bathe. Went to cwp to find mom & aunty. Shop and dinner there. Yesterday was the reunion dinner. Ok la, not that bad. Than went off to play bball. Saw Zay, didnt know that he was back from australia. He joined us and we played. 10 plus went to swimming pool and i pushed him into the pool. HAHA, ok i'm evil. Bathe and all and went to his house. Went back around 1am. Today was fun. Collect ang po. Just finish playing with zay & co. Might be catching an movie later on with caselyn & co. I wanna be happy everyday like now.

This is what you ask for it.

2010-02-09T19:25:00.000+08:00

I just want a little spot light on me from you.

2010-02-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

It has been very long since i last updated. Life is still normal as last time. Eat sleep school. I'm lazy to update my blog haha. Cos my there is nothing special about my life. How I wish i can just dump everything and enjoy my life. Sec 4 life is like totally different from sec 3 life. Now there's always pop quiz and all those shitzx. I WANNA GET OUT OF SECONDARY SCHOOL NOW.

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LuvJ : HAHHA HELLO!

Temptation kills.

2010-01-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

Stress.

2010-01-11T21:51:00.003+08:00

School is really damn boring. And i swear that sec 4 is really damn stress. __ Many exams and prelims are gonna come up. Today is the realese of the o level results & the o lvl topic for art. They did quite well. -clapclap- The o lvl art topics are :

- Flying kites
- Electrical items
- Bridges
- Segmented
- Knots
- Fashion accessories

And we must get everything done like before june holidays? The minimun pictures will be 50. I remembered last year we did 15 and i'm complaninig lik hell. Imagine 50, i will die sial. Wtf. I heard the d&t o lvl topic too. It was like selection or smth. How i wish i can have more time now. I wanna go back to be like sec 1, very free and dont have any stress at all. I'm really tired of life. How i wish i'm those smart type and those who are naturally talanted. I hate my stupid brains. Fuck my brain upside down. I wanna get a life. I hate my life now. How i wish n & o will never exists. Well, continue to complain is also not a solution. So good luck people.

2010-01-09T22:45:00.002+08:00

School is just a fucking waste of time. I really hate school to the max. First day of school was totally zzz. Early in the moring alsagoff catch me and scolded me like fuck. She's an fucking asshole. Mother fucker. The first two days me jillian & huiping were in 4praise. Suddenly on the 3rd day, qianwen told us that me jillian & huiping is gonna transfer to 4hope tmr which means on thursday because of amaths. School really sucks. How i wish i'm in express so that i can leave the school this year. Fuck n level. I hope i can die faster. -.-

Mysterious blogger. :o

2010-01-02T20:51:00.001+08:00

HELLO HI.

i'm not sally.

but hi.

ha........ha..........

sally is crazy. and thickskin.

ok bye.

happy new year people?

2010-01-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

A very first post for 2010. I wish i'll have a good time this year instead of dealing with all those bull shit. Please, no more luv problems for me. And i dont wanna get into a r/s this year. I wanna start anew this year. :)

2010-01-01T13:50:00.000+08:00

This video is very nice :D

2009-12-31T23:03:00.001+08:00

Lee Hong Ki singing :D

Ohmygod. All the guys inside are like all damn hot man!! how i wish i can have a korea boyfriend :( LOL!!

Goodbye 2009.

2009-12-31T22:04:00.004+08:00

Today is the last day of 2009. Like less than 2 more hours to 2010? Cant really believe that this year past damn fast. I wish i'll have a good year in 2010. Goodbye 2009.

Okay i spend my last day with weeeelyn and qianwen. I woke up at 11 and wash up and all. Went to somerset to meet qianwen and went to walkwalk. Then cab to city square. Have seuol garden there. That outlet was quite special. We gotta take our order through comp instead of getting up and take the food. Haha, than went back again. After that we didnt know where to go. End up cab to my house and went to play billard. Half way i went up to eat. Than went to buy sparkles and play sparkles. Pictures are will qianwen. Will upload next time :)

2009-12-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hi people i'm back. School's opening in like 5 days time. I dont wanna go school. Somehow i feel that this holiday pass very fast. Can someone tell me whywhywhy. I think i'm gonna hate 2010 for sure. Hope it will pass faster pleasezxzx. :(

2009-11-16T06:40:00.000+08:00

byebye all. takecareeeeeeeee :D

2009-11-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

things aint going good these few days. Especially on friday. Fuck it man. Okay i dont wanna elaborate. FUCKKKKKKKKKK. okay friday night meet welyn for dinner at cwp. Was freaking crowded. Dinner at siam kitchen. She ate tomyum soup with rice and i took the pineapple rice. Than we go walkwalk. Half way we random till went to make a keychain. She took W and i took S. Hahha, we were the only "adults" there! LOL. Than weeeeeeeelyn follow me go buy bread and she went off. I took taxi home as i'm lazy to walk. Yesterday meet cy. Went to imm. Later meeting s. I guess this will be the last post for this year! Haha. Tmr i'm flying alr. Takecare everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3 I'll misss y'all!.

anyway happy advance birthday to

mememe SALLY - 24 nov
GOH WELYN :D - 1 dec
JILLIAN YAM :D - 9 dec
IVANNNNNN :D - 23 dec

okay i think that's all. Did i left anyone out? Okay i can only remeber this few hahhaha :x okay take careeeeeeeeeee everyone :D

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Welyn: LOL i where got thick skin!!! :( HAHHA takecare aye mammam (L)
Shanette : hey bby! <3

2009-11-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

i swear today was very fun! welyn didnt sleep last night, i guess she is too excited for this outing HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA. okay wake up at around 715. recieved welyn message. pack and wash up everything, went to station to wait for weeeeeeeeeelyn. bused to pasir ris and cabbed to east coast. the taxi fare was like 16 bucks. wtffffffff. went to mac and had our breakfast there. chat there too. we eat for like 1hour plus lol. than went to cycle. my butt was like fucking pain. morning cycle is quite shiock comparing to cycling in the afternoon. okay la both is shiock la LOL. than we randomly suggested to roller blade. despite knowing that we will malu x1000000000000000000 and knowing that we dont know how to roller blade, end up we still roller blade HAHHAHA. Okay we the things we wear, already took up 30 min of our time LOL. welyn fall 3 times if i m not wrong lol. at first i know how to walk, later on is welyn know how to but not me -.- people keep passing by and some even laugh LOL. fuck their mama hahhahahahahhahahahha. than went to burger king to chill. than took cab to ikea. luched there. have ikea meatbaaaaaaaaaaall which welyn intro. but i took the meatball with pasta. okay la not much differnce HHAHAHA. than went to see bed and stuffs. took many pictures but it is with welyn. will upload when welyn send me! later bused home. it took like one an a half hour to reach yishun !! !#$%^&* okay today was very fun hhahhhaha.

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caiwen : hahha okay!

2009-11-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

have 6a gathering today. okay was quite fun. meet them around 11 and took bus there. we had our picnic and play games than we went cycling. half way we went to swim hahha. okay today time pass damn fast lol. okay idk what to post HAHHAHA. my leg is pain now :(

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Esther: hahha okay! (L)

2009-11-05T20:44:00.002+08:00

went to school for emaths remedial. basically didnt learn anything. after that went to saloon to bleach my hair. my hair is damn and seiously spoilt now. i gotta go for many treatmeants already :( omg.i sweeeeeeear i'm not going to dye my hair until 6 months is over. ahhhhhh, okay thanks jilliaaaaaaaaan luv for accompanying me today aye! :D

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Grace: hello :D which grace are you?
qianwen: hahhah LOL

2009-11-04T23:49:00.002+08:00

okay got bloody pissed today. went to saloon, dyed medium brown as they say it is the same colour as my current colour but it's just a bit more lighter. so i dyed, end up you know what is the result? it's fucking BLACK. i see alr, i wtf. i was totally shock you know. i hate black hair seriously. than i ask that fucking fellow bleach my hair. end up also black. zzzz. i fucking dulan so went off. went to hub to meet sebas. cheerup boy. okay he accompanied me buy dye and recommend me some colours. after that went back and dye again. end up my tail is still black. zzzz i'm fucking irrritated by my fcuking hair now. ZZZ

2009-11-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

today basically went shopping with corrina kaixin and jeremy. okay i swear we didn't plan for this. after remedial went to junction 8 to look for jobs. from junction 8 went to novena than to bugis. haha, i bought a jacket and teeshirt. okay than went back home. was really damn tired after that. should i go for amaths remedial tmr? :(

2009-11-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

HAHHAHA i am gonna enjoy life from tmr till 16! I SWEAR MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grow up please. Stop being so childish.

2009-11-02T00:56:00.002+08:00

Grow up please people. What's the point of tagging/spamming people when you don't even dare to put your own name? Your purpose is to make the person feel bad & let them know that you dont like him/her. So what for don't put your real identity? Passerby, you say " Sally ripper . spammer " You tell me what i rip? Your typing style? Haha, if you want put your link there, i wanna see what i rip from you manzx. So yeah, please feel free to put your link there yeah. I will be happy enough to see your blog or whatever. And next time if you wanna tag me, do consider putting your real identity. So that i'll know that you don't like me instead of a "Passerby." I'll be glad to find out.

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LuvJ: haha yeah, see you next year baby! :D

2009-10-31T20:52:00.002+08:00

if only you were mines.

Happy Birthday luv!

2009-10-31T00:32:00.002+08:00

This post is specially for ESTHER YEO JIA MIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (L)

Hey bby, happy 16 birthday! All the best in whatever you do. Thanks for being such a great friend yea. Thanks for being there when i need you. Andd i owe you one outing on shopping! Ask me out before i go off k! I'll be 24/7 be there for you. Thanks for everything that you've done for me. Anddddd enjoy your day. Iloveyouuu :D

2009-10-30T22:55:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of school. Was happy & sad. Happy because it's the last day of school as i can have some peace and settle down with some things. Sad because next year i'll be different from some people. Well, this year pass really very fast. Thanks for people who helped me througout this whole year. Especially some of my friends and classmates. This year i learnt quite a number of things. I appreciate those who're really nice & care for me. All the best to everyone! Good luck. And grats to those who get into 4grace next year. :D

Currently playing runeScape with goh welyn. The first online game i ever play with her!! Haha, okay the game is quite cute and joke yea. I tooke 1 hour to complete the tutorial. Okay i know i'm looser but i dont care hahha. Mama bring me go fishing and cook prawns HAHA. She's fucking cute aye. Okay idk how to play and it make me more dulan HAHHAHA. Okay byebye

2009-10-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

Haha had random chat with sebas in the morning. Bathe & went out. Went to find handphone for brother. He got anio or something. Okay i wanna change new phone now lol. Tmr is gonna be the last day of school in the entire life of sec 3. Not gonna get into the same class with majority of the classmates next year. Okay almost all LOL. I'm out of this class. Next year will be pure through train. Okay nothing much to post. Byebye.

2009-10-28T20:54:00.002+08:00

Got back our report book today.

My results:

Subject CA2 SA2 2nd Comb Overall Grade

Chinese 63.6 65.0 64.6 64 B4
Mathematics 65.6 72.0 70.2 67 B3
Art 'O' level 58.6 57.0 57.5 57 C5
English Language 46.2 32.0 36.1 39 U
Additional Maths 62.6 58.0 59.3 54 C5
Combine Science (Phy, Chem) 62.4 61.4 61.7 63 B4
Combine Human (SS, G) 46.1 38.0 40.3 38 U
Civics & Moral Education A
Physical Education B

Total : 417/700
Percetage: 59.6
Class Postion: 37/41
EMB3: -
L1B2:-

HAHHA. Yes i got promoted!! Today took back report book, finally i can skip tmr already. Haha. Holidays are like really fucking around the fucking corner! And i'm so fucking happy. Oh yeah, my brother will be going back on 3rd Nov and i'll be going back alone on 16 Nov. -hints- Haha. Yes i can enjoy my life w/o my mom and my brother for like 13 days? Haha,i make sure i'm gonna go out everday!! People do jio me out hhaha. Okay that's all.

I don't know why i'm falling back into the hole again. Save me. I can't stop thinking of you.

2009-10-27T16:29:00.002+08:00

Random. Haha i dont know what to write. Talked to sebas yesterday. Haha he's funny lol. Okay went to school for nothing today. Thought tat will be taking back report book that's why i went, but in the end we didn't take back-.- zzz like this tmr diedie must go school. Ass. Okay nothing to post. Byebye.

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LuvJ: Hahha thanks bby you too.
Jeremy: Thanks!

Good Luck People.

2009-10-25T23:48:00.001+08:00

All the best to those who're taking os tmr. Good luck everyone!

2009-10-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to write. byebye

2009-10-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN :D

2009-10-24T15:47:00.002+08:00

- i wanna get promoted to sec4 na.
- i wanna have many $$$ for shopping.
- i wanna change phone.
- i wanna have long hair.
- i wanna re dye my hair.
- i wanna slim down.
- i wanna be happy forever.
- i wanna be with him.
- i wanna migrate.

i wanna do alotalotalot of things which are very impossible. I believe everything happens for a reason. I've learnt how to cherish things before it's gone. And yes, he's gone. He taught me alot of things. I don't know why suddenly you changed to another person. I seriously don't get it. Did i do anything wrong? I keep asking myself this question. I can't find and think of any reasons on why you're cold towards me. Perhaps this the way how we are meant to be. To be honest, till now i'm still putting on hopes from you despite knowing that we won't be tgt and won't be like last time. If time could reverse, i would never tell you that i luv you.. If i nv told you that i luv you, maybe we're good friend now. I rather be good friends than ending up like this now.. Telling you that i have feeling for you is the biggest mistake i have ever made. I hope you'll be like last time. I hope miracles can happen.

2009-10-23T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today i didn't went to school. Went to meet qianwen they all at around 1 plus. Suppose to celebrate felicia birthday but she have camp. Lunch with aloy & qw. Later on sean came. Went to bishan mall & bought bubble tea. Chat there and went home. Sleep and got up by aloysius call. Bathe and went to bishan to get aunty phone. Shop and dinner there. Saw shuting. Haha was very long since i last saw her. Heard that there'll be many changes in our class. Oh god. I wonder how is the promotion thing. I hope i'll get promoted. Well, what is done is already done. Nothing can be change.

Whatever i do, i don't need you to critize me. I luv being like that, is that your problem? :) I don't need you to fucking judge me. Think twice before you say anything. Think what you've done. I wish good luck.

Anyway,

Happy Bithday Felicia Chong Ying Ying aka Champion!

haha, happy birthday aye bby! thanks you for being there when i need help. glad to know you haha. well, wishing you all the best in whatever you do. ANDANDAND next year exams we must ton tgt still ah! let's tontonton :D Okay enjoy yeah. i love you :D

2009-10-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

got back our results today. it sucks.

Paper itself.
english p2- 23/75
maths p1- 45/60
maths p2- 34/50
chinese p1- 43/70
chinese p2- 41/70
amaths- 46/80
physic- 35/65
chemistry- 44.5/65
art- 56/100
geography- 15/50
social studies- 24/50

Overall.
english- 39 f9
maths- 67 b3
combine science- 63 b4
combine humanities- 38 f9
amaths- 54 c6
art- 57 c5
chinese- 64 b4

okay my mama is gonna faint if she see this inside my report book. well, hope the teachers can push me up. whatthefuck, i failed my most important subject which is english. and mrs ravi told me that i might be retain and it's very hard to push up for me. fuck. i dont want retain. i want promotepromote!! okay i better pray hard tonight for tmr's promotion day thing. hope the teachers can help me ._. okay byebye and goodluck all.

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Felicia: hey bby :D
Jeremy: hello :D
Jeremy & Felcia: Y'all got nothing to do inside art room ah hahha
unknown: hahh go and die la. ANW I WANT THAT!!
Shanette: Hey bby! :D

2009-10-20T10:25:00.000+08:00

Time flies. 5 days of so called holidays are like gonna fly away. Fuck. Okay sunday went to www with welyn and qw. We play till mad haha. Yesterday went for class gathering. Okay i'm lazy to post. Omg, tmr i'm gonna have heart attack man. Sian. Byebye.

2009-10-15T06:02:00.002+08:00

Just finised my art. Honestly, i'm damn tired now and i spend dont know how many freaking hours on doing art. First time i stay awake and spending time on school stuffs. Quite alot of people didn't sleep too haha, last paper already. 5 hours more and i gonna kik their ass HAHAHHAHA. 5 hours moreeee than no paper already. YAY FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear today i'm gonna go back straight home to sleep after art paper!!!!!!! Okay goodluck people :D Byebyeeeee~~

Tired.

2009-10-15T02:35:00.002+08:00

guess what. now is like 2.35am and i'm still doing my art. i got alot of things to do. i only complete one of my layout, i need to write one intro, one more layout, paste the 10 pictures into the drawing block and elaborate it. and i need to get it done by 6. win liao, means i got no time to sleep already. ohmygod, i'm damn tired now. i wanna sleep:(

2009-10-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

finally tmr is the last paper. today was the first time i stayed inside for damn long. i stayed inside since 10 till 7 just now? okay honestly, there's no time for me to draw and combine all. scarly later on, i spend more time rushing through in the middle of the night compare to pass few subjects. i'm damn tired. today maths paper 2 was damn bloody hard. idk how to do at all. omgomgomg, i swear i'm gonna party like mad till tuesday. cos wednesday me and especially my mom will have a big heart attack man. goodgame. haha, ask me out during the weekends or what people! :D goodluck to all for tmr's paper.

All good thing come to an end.

2009-10-13T11:18:00.005+08:00

currently in art with bryan, waiting for felicia bio paper to end. today was amaths paper, it was damn hard. i spend like 30 min doing on the last question on corrodinate geometry, than all my answers are wrong-.- quite sad uh lol. okay tmr is gonna be the 2nd last paper already. yay finally. i can gurantee plus chop chop that next week my mom is gonna have heart attack already. so i better enjoy during the weekend till tuesday. from wednesday onwards, i'm dead....

i guess we're really meant to be in this way.. i just hope that you'll still be like last time. you're like a strange to me now.. you totally change.. i hope you'll be like last time.

Same script different cast.

2009-10-05T21:18:00.003+08:00

today i totally screwed my whole social studies and listening comprehension. soruce base was like damn freaking hard and i dont understand single shit. structure essay was hard also, i can't remember anything while doing. than i stop, thinkthinkthink and write again. end up i also cn't finish the paper. okay listening comprehension was damn hard, the question beat around the bushes. and the answers all ain't straight forward. okay overall was damn fcuked up. i nearly cried during the paper. quite happy that social studies is finally over. tmr is english paper. my god. i'm dead dead dead dead dead dead.

May be it's the time to let go. Goodbye luv,

Maybe i was wrong for telling you that i love you.

2009-10-03T16:05:00.004+08:00

it had been very long since i last posted. didn't dare to use comp cos once i use, i won't study. infact, i haven't really started studying yet and exams are like on monday. my god, i need more time nao nao nao. honestly, i regretted alot of things....

you changed alot, totally into another person. if time really can reverse, i won't do all those shit things..

anyway, our exams venue is in the hall. my god, plus they are not gonna on the aircon.. the worst thing is we can't ...... well, good luck to everyone for end of year exams. all the best yeah. i swear after exams, i'm gonna party like what. okay byebye:D

i need more time now

2009-09-26T10:56:00.001+08:00

Regreted.

2009-09-24T22:45:00.003+08:00

going to have a short post. school life is really boring. i hate it alot. things aren't going well nowadays especially since that day. i'm really stress with studies now and family problems. i do not know single thing on maths physic chemistry. aiyah basically all the subjects, and i think it's somehow to late to study now. i regreted sleeping in class every lessons instead of paying attention to the teacher. i regreted skipping tutions for don't know how long. i regreted alot of things. life ain't easy. if it is gonna continue like this, i rather end it now. it's hard...

1 more days and he's back. very happy man :D back awhile and he's gone the next day again... haha, better than nothing lol.

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jiaming bestfriend: haha, my blog no link alr(:
LuvJ: hahah sure. yeah posted that on comp lab! <3
Shanette: hey luv, nah not really, sometimes i scared that he find me irrtating. understand how
you feel. well cheerup yeah luv, i'll be always be there for you:D come out one day it had been soooooo long since i last went out with you!

2009-09-23T12:33:00.002+08:00

JILLIAN HERE MANZX!

Jillian Loves you, Rememeber That Alright Sally?!?!?!?!?!?
must remember me, ALWAYS.
andi luv someone else V.MUCHIE!~
you should know who!
i'm his property FYI!
but i still love you(:
i'll meet you at ROM:D

i miss you

2009-09-21T19:53:00.003+08:00

last night hang aroud with bill and co. they were really crazy. haha, they're the best okay. play truth or dare. somethings happened and i don't wanna mention. reach home, online and chat with mama.

today i woke up around 11 plus. studied awhile and went down. hang around with bryan & co. felicia called me and ask if wanna dinner. ended up i can't as sis in law & luv is coming over. i think they are gonna play majong. should i join in or should i go sleep?

end of year exams:
5th october- social studies & chinese listening comprehension.
6th october-english paper 1 & 2.
7th october-maths paper 1 & geography.
8th october-chinese paper 1 & 2.
9th october-chemistry.
12th october-physic.
13th october-additional maths
14th october-math paper 2.
15th october-art.
16th october-no paper, party:D

i haven't really started studying yet, infact i haven't even copy down all the notes. i wanna pass all my subjects. i wanan get promoted to sec4. how i wish that i'm in express so that next year i can leave this school. i can't wait until i graduate. the day i graduate, i swear that i'll party like some crazy woman. and i guess i'll be happy after i graduate. life in secondary school just simply sucks.

it's like second day w/o him, i'm dying alr. now he is not in singapore, i dont even bother to put my handphone beside me or bring around whereever i go. how are you? i'm missing him like hell seriously. 5 more days;

tags reply:
Robin: haha, thanks uh-.- gang up and throw me inside the swimming pool. malu you know!?!?!
LuvJ: haha, i removed all.

2009-09-20T23:42:00.004+08:00

i'm missing you like hell nao. i miss you. i wonder if you're okay. i wonder if you are asleep now or awake now. i wonder what you're doing now. how're you? oh fuck, i'm like suffering from depression now.

no matter what, i'll always be right there for you when you need someone to talk to or when you've problems. i'm always just a phone call away from you. I can't deny the fact that i luv you because i really do luv you. You're the only boy who i luv more than myself. i never ever fall deeply like this before. i never ever missed a person like this before.

2009-09-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

happy birthday seanlow (:

morning online and did happened to post awhile. than went of to tution, okay alex andre and jovan never come. so means only got me ivan keith and fion. class was very quiet w/o them. and i was also not really in a mood. keep wondering what're you doing and where are you. later on meet felicia at coffebean wanted to study but ended up never. went to donut factory for lunch. slack and talked there. later on her dear came and went to eat kfc with him as he wanna eat. walk around to search for felicia cake. trainned back and i rot at home.

it's only been like less than 24 hours and i'm missing you like hell. everytime i think of you, i don't know why i will cry. how are you now? i've got alot of things to tell you, you know. i feel weird if i dont text you. come back soon alright. i miss you more than anything else. 6 more days and i'm counting; iloveyou.

tags reply:
karen: thanks man, hahha yeah hope so.

2009-09-20T09:37:00.002+08:00

talk to him at 12 plus. i'm gonna miss him like hell seriously. can't sleep for the whole night as i scared i overslept. 7.29 recieve his message saying that he's going off, idk why when i read it i suddenly cried. takecare alright and have fun okay. i'm gonna miss you every moment. Luvzx

anw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIUYING(:

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Grace: hahha you're really very random.
r(_)K@\/\/@: lol, thanks uh, first time people say me smart.

2009-09-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

everything i do is for a reason. sorry.

tags reply:
LuvJ : hahah thanks bby <3

2009-09-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

You never were and you never will be mine. Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him. All I know is that I'm lost without you. I miss you more than you'll ever know. People tend to ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us. Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met. Love is a word that gets thrown around a lot, and when I say it, I wanna mean it. I luv you.

Pig, you're going for shanghai trip tmr. Takecare and enjoy there yea. I think you are gonna happy that i won't text your for like one week? Haha, better takecare and i'll miss you like hell. Luv ♥.

End of year exams are comings and till now i don't have mood to study. Some things are just bothering me. Why people can be so happy but not me? Why they can be with their luv ones but not me? Why they can have a perfect family but not me? Why they can be so perfect but not me? Why they can last long with their boyfr/girlfr but not me? Why? If my life is gonna continue like this, i rather die now. I'm sick and tired of it.

Luv, i know how you feel. We're on the same boat nao lol. Well cheerup alright, i'll be always there for you. Last night have a h2h talk with you, haha it was really the first serious talk we had ever since i know you. Thanks for being there when i neeed you manzx, and let's be strong. As you said, it take two hands to clap so yeah.. There's nothing much we can do.

And thanks to people who cheered me up. Thanks for all the nights and text message that y'all send me. Thanks yew:D

Lastly, iloveyou pig.

tags reply:
ElleLee: haha, thanks bby <3
Shirlene: hahha it's alright.
LuvJ : sure, hahha i'm still waiting bitch.
r(_)K@\/\/@: lol, i know who're you alr. why dont want put your name?
fatinah: thanks baby(:

2009-09-12T22:53:00.001+08:00

don't feel like blogging. i need peace and i need him now.

2009-09-11T15:48:00.002+08:00

i finally know the answer.

i just want a little spot light on me from you. no matter how hard i tried to give up, it doesn't works and i does not want to give up too. yup, as you said that it's impossible between the two of us, but i'm still willing to try and to take a risk. you never try, you'll never know. i'll bare will all the consequences. i only want you, that's all i wanted.

2009-09-11T15:20:00.002+08:00

glad that i've slept properly last night and woke up quite late today. it's like around 11 plus? went down to meet luv and have lunch with her. it rainned, yup i luv rainny days. sit down and chatted at one corner and saw a cat. so i went over to sit beside the cat, luv asked me not to go near if not later the cat scratch me. than i was like nvm la, wont one. then i sit beside it, than suddenly it just up and sit on my lap, than i was like O.O scared me. than she laughlaughlaugh there. went back home after that, dont know where mom go as the house was damn peaceful. where should i go ltr? party or river? idk where to go.

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ElleLee : haha yea, it was very long since we met up. what happened to you & him? same case again? haha yea, also got alot of things to tell you also. hmmm, later uh, see how alright (: luv you manymany too.
Mandy: hello(:

2009-09-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

well, time flies. holidays are ending soon, how i wish it won't end. life is gonna back to normal.

morning went to movie with dad. g-force. was quite cute. later on bused over to pig hosue today. watch orphan with him, was boring. his dog is really damn cute. guess what, i fall in luv with the dog, i went to kiss him haha. slack around and went back...

Forever a fail,

2009-09-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

Guess what i did today. haha, i studied today cos i was really bored till i've got nothing to do at all. Luv come over to accompany me, thanks aye. But in the end i still fall asleep. Now i really hope miricales can happen.....

Tags Reply:

QIANWEN: haha iwant him only, dont want you(:

2009-09-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

anw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLENE (:

hope you enjoy your day alright:D.

2009-09-08T22:34:00.002+08:00

iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.
iwanthim.iwanthhim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.
iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.
iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.
iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.iwanthim.
idontknow why i'm so crazy over him. now idk anything but i only knwo that i have fallen for him & i want him. :(

Tags Reply:

delia : haha yeah, i'm going.
r(_)K@\/\/@: LOL, you're?
LuvJ: hahah, you miss me so much aye(:

2009-09-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

i dont wanna fall in luv. seriously idw at all. i dont want. i dont want. i dont want. i dont want. and i seriously dont know why my eyes are damn pain. what's happening to me. fuck, zzz

Tags Reply:
delia : hahah nah, not tired. yeah camp was fun(:
QIANWEN: lol haha.

2009-09-06T21:12:00.002+08:00

i suddenly see bright light in my life HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. i'm veryveryveryveryvyer happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. Okay bye.

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xingjuan : thanks alright(:

2009-09-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMZAR :D

2009-09-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

deaddeaddeaddeaddead. i'm deadddd. i dont wanna mention why lol. deaddeadeaddead i'm deaddddd!!!! i miss camp alot :( and finally i'm sick. but now sick also no use cos it's holiday. zzz. okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tags Reply:
QIANWEN : haha okay sure. i'll do it asap(:

2009-09-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

I'm back from camp. Camp was really very fun. I learnt quite a number of things during this camp. Althought it's a 3 day 2 night camp, i really enjoyed it alot. I'm missing it now.

Day 1
Was quite boring cos all the activites are like quite normal as in not challanging enough. At night we have a chance to see Share tent with qiuying sutheng felicia siew hwee & qianwen. Qianwen & jillian swap. Inside the tent was like very hot and i couldn't sleep at all. Went to canteen at around 1am and sit there wit qianwen. Some of the people was there too. Ltr on got ppl shout " Instructor alert" Then all of us all zao. Around 15min ltr, i cn't take the hotness so went to canteen and told boyfr that i'm having stomach pain. HAHA. He went to help me take hot water from the restrurant. Mean while, shanon chatted with me. He told me about his life lolol. Then boyfr come, chatted with them. Shanon went to sleep first, left me & him. Talktalk, then he went to sleep. Left me alone ._. Stay awhile and went around the tent there. Saw xin tang?? , he is very nice haha he lend me his jacket and talked with him. Ltr on his friends come so chatted with them also. Then it is like gonna 4am , so walk around and stuff. Later on accompany fahimah they all wash up and stuff cos i've got nothing to do and it's very boring :( Then ltr on zueol accompany me and we both two fall asleep awhile in the canteen-.- We a bit looser lol.

Day 2
Morning wash up and stuff. Then have breakfast and prepare for our camp fire piece. Then went climb all the way up to waterfall. It was really very tiring i swear. I'm the first one to attract the leeches. A bit sad case right LOL. But heng i realised on time. We got a chance to splash water and stuff. Then went back to camp site. Was very tired. Then is some water activity again. By that time, me and felicia was alr like going to die. Then wash up and dinner. Prepare for camp fire but in the end cancled. Only two of the express come back early, the rest come back late as they were stuck there or smth? The last class come back at 1am? Slept at the canteen with jillian qiuying and suteng and it's really very shiock. Lie down alr, 3 of them fall asleep liao-.- But i slept at 3 and morning was very colddd.

Today wake up around 7. Pack up and everything. Help to clear up and took pictures. Then headed back to singapore. All of us were very tired. The bus was like very quiet. Reacheed singapore around 130. Something happen and idw mention. Mdm teo fetch us to j8 and went to find aloy they all. Me aloy and yq went to around the whole j8 to find the instructors but cannot find. Chat there and went up to 3rd floor. Saw the instructors LOL. We forget to check out hagen daz and they were there lol. Went to the corner there to chat with felicia kaixin and aloy. Went home around 545.

Well, that's all for camp. I super miss it now. I learn alot of thigns about my class and some importance thing. Sec 3 camp was the best camp.

Instructor Ming Song.

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PASSERBY : ......

passerby: lol okay...

aaliyah: hahah okay thanks you(:

2009-09-01T14:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TEACHER DAY :D

Yesterday celebration was fine, until i see her fuck face, my mood totally changed. I'm quite lazy to elaborate about the celebration. Took some videos of the teachers acting. Will upload next time. Take our report book and bus to j8. Went to lido and bought the 145 ticket. Went to pepper lunch and lunch there. The movie was reallyreallyreally damn intresting. 5/5. The whole theater was packed and the chair can boucne here bounce there one okay. Me and aloy climb over the chair when we went to toilet. And it make us laugh our ass off. Then went to ion walk and ate mango flake and hong kong cafe. Then went home, slept. Later on, went down meet bill & co as they wanna come find me. Slack at the swimming pool there. Have h2h talk with bill. Feel much more better after talking to him. Well, thanks people.

Morning was packing my room. Now then i know how dusty and untidy is my room. Pack from 10-2.00 -.- Idk why pack until that long lol. Okay i'm veryveryveryveryvery pissed off after someone telling me about this particular person, whom i never thought that she will bitch about me. Well done yeah, you amazed me. You think you know how to predict future? Oh, then please pay more time predicting yourself when you're going to get back all the revenge and when you are gonna die. I fucking not happy with you now. Your usual way, no friends=steal friends. Is that what you always do? You dont feel ashame of it? You dont know how to find? Mother never teach you? o.o If never, i'm happy enough to teach you^^ FUCK OFF FARFARFAR. NABEI. You make me lost everything, i will make sure you'll lost everything also. Bitch better becareful. __

Tomorrow is camp alr. Hope i have fun and hope i'll enjoy. Sorry for being bad to you lasttime. But i'm happy that we can patch up(:

2009-08-30T21:58:00.002+08:00

Oh Jia Min, hahha you look super cute here! Babyface, haha anyway thanks for saturday yeah. And thankssssss for editing the pic & taking pictures for me. Tqtq! :D Takecare papa ^^ HAHHAHA. Find one day got out tgt again!

2009-08-29T22:35:00.007+08:00

290809
Bad thing happen in the moring and it really really happened. Had english tution and mom went out. It's a good chance to go out and why should i let go off this chance like this? Went down and da pou noodle up to house. Find alotalot of people out and all can't make it or they are busy and some had their church servies and stuffs. At last, got people going out with me. HAHA yeah and it's none other than jiamin! HAHA. From 11 to 1.30 i had been busily finding people to accompany me and i forget to ask her. Until i call karin and she said why not ask jiamin. HAHA. Yeah then bathe and stuff and went to orchard to meet her. Went to food mall to walkwalk and saw kathleen charmine and cheryl. We walk around and around and finally eat at burger king. Chatted and joke about some stuffs haha. Then went to muji to get my pen and papa come and find me just to say " HI" and "BYE" LOL. Papa and jiamin are in laws lol. Then went to whisa and went to check on my nail polish. The outlet there also running out of the colour i want :( Went to cotton on and saw kathleen they all again, and jiamin saw her friends there too haha. Walked there and went to ngee ann city. Got this show? They was promoting the lip gloss and eyeshadow there by the models. Their figure are all freaking tall and hot. I like the figure alot. lol, then went to see the charity thing held outside. Jiamin make donations and she got a balloon rose haha. Tell you all smth uh, she donate just for the rose HAHAHA. Shh, then walkwalkwalk and saw her friends again ha, then wanted to far east but the traffic was block. I was very tempted to jump over-.- If not i gotta go one whole big round!! End up we didn't go there, we went back to ion and went to toilet. Ltr on rot infront of rubi? Keep seeing ppl passing by, lol. Then went to foodcourt again to buy drinks but end up jiamin bought jelly beans and went outside ion to slack. Took pictures there, jiamin help me took manymany pic! LOL, she can be my camera girl next time , hahha, left around 7 plus and went to cut my hair. Come back bathe and stuff and wen to aunty house to celebrate her birthday. Was quite surpise that my cousins bought a cake for her this time. HAHAH. She lend me manymanymany disc and i can kill time by it. Okay that's all for today. Was quite fun, long time alr nv had so much fun. Maybe it's cause of you. You bloody bitch, please get the correct meaning before saying out the word. Okay idw talk about this, cos this will freaking lead me to a bad mood & anger.

MANY PICTURES OF ME!
IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME, SIMPLY JUST PRESS ALT F4(:
AND BYEBYE.

300809

Wake up at 10.30 and rushed down to station and went for tution. Reached around 1145. Was really damn tired. Last night was on the phone wit luv. Tution was bored, alot of people left early today and idk why. Half way, went to meet erzi. He wanted to go cwp to buy keyboard so went to accompany him buy. Went to faceshop and i finally got the colour which i wanted. HAHHA, then went up to search for his keyboard. Then went to eat, walk here walk there and walk into watsons and see funny things lol. Went to buy bubble tea and went into the disc shop to see the disc. Left around 4.45, reach home sleep and just finish my dinner :D. Tomorrow i think it will be rather slack and after that will be having movie session with luv^^

To make it clear, this is my blog, i post whatever shit i want and i post whatever i like and whatever pictures i wanan post, if you're not happy or what, simply don't read my blog, i nv force you to read. It's your choice. Bloody hell. Not happy with me tell me straight.

2009-08-26T21:42:00.001+08:00

Had our english grammer test in the morning. After the test, sean tay show us some random video clips. Some are funny but some are boring & lame. Then had our amaths. Okay the subject i like most is amathhhhhhhhs! Because it's very slack and fun. Is like having some sort of remedial. Mrs yap ain't stricit and it's more likely like having a free period to me haha. Feel damn happy nowadays whenever there's amaths lesson. HAHA. Take pictures during amaths.
Two periods pass damn fast whenever come to amaths:( Was recess, packed bag and went to canteen. Eat noodles. Then went for art. I choose a picture on butterfly and we must trace it & draw. Went to miss queck room to trace as there's not enough in paul lau's room. Trace finish alr, went back and colour. Well, 3 periods fly very fast too-.-. Then went back to class. Alsagoff went into our class as it's very noisy and she scolded me and say, why is your fringe pin up like this? Then i was like what the fuck, i alr pin up, what you still want me do. She still add on say, you are getting back to your normal style-.-. Then i down there, fuck you. Heng abby choo come, if not i will have more scolding. Abby choo take up cme as mdm teo will not be around. Social studies pass really dam slow. Oh well. Then alvin kang lesson. Boring, mrs teo went in to observe the class and she's the one who is deciding if alvin kang should stay in this school or not. Then went with felicia kaixin and corrina. Bus to her house and ordered mcdonald. Ordered double cheeseburger, hahha my favourtieeeee. Then started doing our project. Okay this is the first time i really put in effort and seriously do my thing till very long. We did around 4 to 6.30? Kaixin left early. We continue dododododododoodo. Then felicia and corrina send me to bus stop and accompanied me wait for bus. Thanks luv. Come back home, eat and watch tv. Gonna sleep soon i think.

Quite tired nowadays. Tomorrow morning assembly we goona have camp brefing. Sian, not really in a mood nowadays and idk why. Someone help me. And friday is interclass & chinese oral. Good luck everyone.

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ESTHER : hahha babbbbyyy <3
Delia: hello hhaha.

2009-08-23T15:03:00.002+08:00

Bitch, now then i knew your true colours. I have trusted you tat much, yet you still like this. I regretted trusting you honestly. I hate you to the max now. You are really damn pro at seperating people up. You've really done a good job seperating me & co. Not only you seperate me with my friends, you also sucessfully seperate me with some of my ex & some of the luv one i really luv alot. I'm reallly stupid enough to treat you as my bestfriend and to trust you. You even can bitch about me with some random worldwar 2 person. Please la, he is fucking innocent yet you still wanan drag him in and talk about me & him. Never judge a book by its cover okay? You said i copied you, can i know which fucking part i copied you? Is more like you copy me right? Okay i'm not being thick skin or whatever, is you started the " coyping " when i dont even fucking copy you. You said i'm flirt just simply because i'm close to that guy? Opposite sex can't be best friend uh? I really can't stand you now, you hate me that much yet you still can act very nice infront of me. Fuck off farfar bloody hell.

Anyway, i never mentioned any names here. So don't bloody go around and say i bitch about you or whatever. Guitly? is your fucking problem. Find out things clearly than make whatever comments you want. ^^

2009-08-19T11:48:00.002+08:00

Currently in comp lab haha. Got almost all my results back. Okay i really flunk it.

Maths - 31/50
English- 21/50
Chem- 18.5/45
Physic-29.5/45
Amaths-28/60
Chinese- 36/50

Oh fuck , i need only 2 more maks to pass amths !@#$@#$ Fuck aye. I wanna pass every subject :( Later getting back social studies i think. Geo maybe on friday haha. Okay life's really damnn boring i wanan die :(

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Lixin : hahha thanks. What happpen?
Shanette : hahh dont want ley :D

2009-08-16T20:10:00.003+08:00

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Shanette : there , upload liao hahha. So bored? <3

2009-08-16T17:09:00.002+08:00

Last night catch movie & meet ray after the movie. Reach home around 10 plus. Today went for tution. Lunch with alex jovan ivan & sara. Chit chat and went back home sleep as i'm very tired. Sleep till 5 and wake up. Use comp. Tomoorow is my last paper and i am damn happy and i am also quite sad cos we might be getting back our papers on tuesday ._.

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Kaixin: Kaixinkaixin! :D
Someone: hahah yeah i know who you're :D

2009-08-14T21:21:00.033+08:00

Alot of things happened and i really dont wish to mention. Did not really use comp past few days cos i am having exams. Monday i still have one more paper going on which is art. Damn slack one haha. Okay i flunk all my papers, seriously and the most confident subject is physic. Today have amaths , it's damn hard and i did not finish the paper. After paper went with luv and went to dentist. The thing is really damn pain. And it took one hour to finish it. :S Sigh , alot of thing happen and time prove eveything to me. You really put on a good act & thanks for everything. Anw school is bringing all the 3Na classes to bedok ite on 20 & 21 august for hand on experience. And i heard that it's compurslary. Credit to that someone. I know you're reading it now haha. Okay bye! I shall enjoy my weekend as my exams are going to be oveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!

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JiaMing : hahha sure(:

2009-08-10T18:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with paul & co. Paul came to pick us. Then headed to fish prawn o.o. I only manage to fish one prawn in 1 hour-.- Okay LOL. Went to have dinner and travel around. Ended up went to eastcoast park. haha. Ride bicycle & play truth or dare. Was damn fun okayyy. Okay pictures next time , lazy upload now hhaha. Okay tommor chem & social studies paper and i haven't even start studying yet. People studying , i went to arcade and play-.- LOL. Okaygoodluck everyone :D

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lixin : hahah okay will do it asap(:
tianfu : yes bastard i rememeber you , how can forget you! XD
QIAWNEENN : HAHHA Happy one year :D

2009-08-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

Happy one year girlfriend ! (L)

Well although we aint as close as last time , but we had alot of good & happy memories aye. The memories can never be replace and i will never forget. Thanks alot girls for this two years(: I'll never forget and all the best in whatever you do (: Hope we can last longlong ! <3

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Fahimahh Superstar : hahha linked! Happy one year love (L)
Madeline : Hahha yeah i had fun also(: Yup i try to make it alright luv & thanks yeah :D

2009-08-08T19:02:00.003+08:00

Thing don't went back to last time despite putting in alot of effort.

Thursday
Had chinese & english paper. After that went to canteen with luv. Then socialstudies. Total got 7 or 8 teacher came in. Was damn boring and i cnt reply message or answer calls cos there are many teachers at the back-.- Got one part, i buay tahan, then i heck , just sleep. Ended around at 2 if i'm not wrong. Waited for alvinkang and take paper already went off with kaixin felicia corrina aloysius haifz & amzar. Accompnay felicia for her drum lesson. Haha met esther at novena as she missed the train. Went to eat chicken rice first and meet aloysius hafiz amzar & felicia. Walked around and trainned back and went for tution.

Friday
National day celebration was bored. Mr William Ho love 3 Normal Acad! haha anyway was late for school._. first time aye. Celebration ended around 9.30 Then went to canteen with kx and corrina. Sit with leen & stella. Then went in class and waited for them to finish bio test. Finsied around 1040. Went off with felicia first. Meet aloysius they all in canteen. Walk to gate with aloysius amzar hafiz darren zueol yuquan kenji and felicia. Went to felicia house with aloysius amzar and hafiz. We plan to study but failed-.- We ended up talking about some stuffs haha. Then bus to tpy hub and went to popular to take my book and went to aloysius house. Yuquan and darren was watiting for very long haha. Then sit at the vending machine there. Play truth or dare. The most stupid and idiot thing is that i poke the bush for 10 second-.- Hahha have alot of fun there. Very stupid. Then went to play basketball. Zueol distract the guys by telling jokes when playing-.- HAHHA. Then went up to aloysius house and have water. LOL. Me and yuquan went off first. Got somethings happen but i don't want to elaborate.

I still got no mood to study seriously. I hate life. If i have a chance, i really wanna start all over again and i swear that i will never want to have you as a friend. I really wanna migrate to other place and i dont wanna stay in singapore anymore :( Till now i haven't started styding yet seriously hais.

Welyn luv, cheerup yeah. I know it's hard as i'm experiencing it also. Well let's cheerup yeah. Thanks for the care & concern that you gave. I really appreciate it. Well, life is like that ._. Sigh. Cheerup girl ! (L)

2009-08-05T21:00:00.003+08:00

Felicia was like really damn high in class today and i really laugh my ass out during maths. HCCCC = Felicia , HCCCVC = Sally, got lots of jokes and stuffs today , it really drive me crazyaee haha, school today was quite intresting. Tommorw having English & Chinese paper already , yet i'm still down here playing comp but not studying. I seriously got now mood to study uh. Well , all the best & goodluck everyone.

As time passes , i finally realised alot of things. I finally know who are the ones for me whenver i'm sad or whenever i'm in trouble and the ones who really care about me. Fuck off far far bitch , i finally know who you are. Fuck off from my life. Thank you very much.

Welyn KaiXin Felicia Corrina Jillian Aloysius Edward Shanette Esther & Victor , Thanks for being there for me whenever i got someone to talk to. Hopefully, I'll get up on where i fall and move on. Iloveyou all ♥

Although you're gone , i still love you alot and i still miss you like hell. I still cannot accept all this bull shit. I can't. Maybe it's fated. Be happy alright dannylamweijie. Loving you was my favourite mistake.

Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream

2009-08-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

Goodbye luv,

I think r/s for you is just bullshit ,
You'll never understand how i feel .
You give up on me , but i haven't ,
I will wait for you to come back .

2009-08-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

Life isn’t fair. It’s just fairer than death, that’s all.

I woke up quite late in the morning. Bathe & went down for lunch , Come back home wait for squirrel to come my house and drill me with my a & e maths . Do half way , i fall asleep. Wake up , bathe and stuffs , headed to cause way to meet sister in law. Went gaigai with her and mom . Saw lynn koh there . Haha , she disiao me & my sis in law. Mom bought alot of things. And i just realised that there's one cotton on oulet at causeway point. They open many outlets now , but it's a happy case haha. I super love things from cotton on can. Brother came and pick us. Reached home audi for awhile. I have no mood for everything honestly. My back & stomach is damn pain and idk why. I hate life to the fullest :(

2009-07-31T20:57:00.004+08:00

I swear that today was really damn slack . Morning during english we had our summary test . First period is used for test & second period was like free period. Went to concourse for PE . We never change and melvin ong never come. Got one teacher take over. Have height and weight. I never grow but i becoming fatter and fatter._. Around 950 went to make the ic thing. Shuting came with her father to make her ic , it was already very long since i last met her. Haha , waited for shuting & jillian to finish making their thing and went to canteen. By the time i reach canteen was like 11 plus. The ic thing eat up geo and recess haha. By the time we reach geo class was like 11.35? 20 min study what? haha , sit with felicia and talk with them , HAHHA. Then chapel , was reaaaaaally damn slack.

After school went for outdoor , and i realised that i am the only grace student o.o. Take attandance and mrs loh say that monday go basketball court and walk one round and go mark attandance again or smth? LOL . The meeting was really less than 10 min hahha , like that got one cca point already , not bad ah. Should have join it earlierrrr! Then walk with shirlene to art room. Waited for welyn and went to junction8 with welyn and stella. Welyn went home and went to find bby and followed stella they all awhile and headed to The cathay.

Bby wanna watch harry potter :( Catch the show at 2.40. That show is really damnn boring._. Mama don't kill me when you read this uh cos it's really damn boring HAHHA. Okay i fall asleep there. And the whole show , i catch no ball. It lasted quite long , the moive ended around 5.10? Then walked to plazasing and went to buy potato chip & greentea. Bby went to buy coffee. Saw andre there. Haha , then find a place to sit down and eat my potato chip. Talk and slack with bby. Haha , then went back around 6plus. Thnks for today aye :) luvzxzx you manymany.

Exams are really near my ass alr. And guess what , i haven't even started studying!! Okay i'll make this week to my last week to party. From next week onwards , i everyday mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug mug at home! No computer for me and go back home straight until the exams are over x.x I can do it LOL . SALLLLLY YOU CAN DO IT HAHAH. Okay i'm crazyaeee already-.- Okay tomorrow is saturdayy and i'm damn happy :D

2009-07-30T22:15:00.001+08:00

I hate you bitch . You screw up my whole life ,

2009-07-30T21:21:00.002+08:00

Today the time like pass damn fast . Morning upper sec assembly , we did nothing , at first i wanted to sleep but idk why i suddenly wake up . Chat with felicia and jillian . Then amaths . HAHHA . Chemistry was very fast . The classs test , out of all people , only one person pass . First time aye HAHA . Then recess . Physic , mdm teo go thru the work done and all those o.o. Then ss . Was damn boring . I got back my ss test and i only got 3/12 LOL. Then bus to j8 with corrina kx and welyn . Went to orchard to collect my things with aloy and welyn . Then went to ion walkwalk . Danny come in and find me awhile then he go liao . Okay this week is simlpy testtesttest-.- Sian .

Me studying during amaths ! :D

Okay tml is friday and i'm damnzxzxxxxxzz happpppppppppppppppppy ! :)

2009-07-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

Things aint going well . Next thursday is common test already and i have not even start studying yet :( Dont feel like posting . ByeBye .

I guess i have fallen for you already . Iloveyou .

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LuvJ : hahha yeah , scarly next year we celebrate together ! lmao
missELAINE : hahha no problem(:

2009-07-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDY MOM (L)

Mom , i know sometimes i'm bad to you and i dont like you . Sometimes you are naggy and irritating , but i know that you nag and all is for my own good . Thanks for bringing me up and loving me :D Iloveyoumama .

Okay hahah hello . My mom birthday and jillian mom's birthday falls on the same date . I hate life alot now :( Why is the world so curel

2009-07-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

Some people are just fuckin childish and lame . Grow up la please . Lixin got 10 days of mc and it's like damn shiock . I dont mind getting 10 days of mc honestly . Good aye . After school stay back in class to copy my chinese work from kaixin and welyn came to find us . Heard from ky they all that there's a monkey? Went to bbt after it and kaixin went around 4. Walked in j8 and went back at 5 plus.

I swear that i hate my life to the fullest. I'm tired and sick of things that are around me. I wanan end everything now seriously ...

Anw ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELANIE & AMELIA :D

2009-07-26T20:15:00.004+08:00

Morning wake up and went for tution , as usual was late . Chemistry was super boring ! After lesson slack in the room and chatted with andre alex and ivan . Then went to mac to eat with them , end up i nv eat cos i forget to bring money -.- Went home , did my maths and went to sleep . Bathe and went out . Chicken rice again . 3 days in a row -.- And i eat till sian already hah . Okay tommorw got school and idw go :(

2009-07-25T19:33:00.005+08:00

Today woke up around 8 plus . Got something funny and disgusting thing happen-.-In the morning when i wake up , i brush and everything and i went back to my room . There is one cockroach down there and i jump on my bed and started screaming . Then later on i tell myself , screaming also cannot solve anything , then i decided to ran out of the room , then when i jump down , i jump onto the cockroach -.- Then i " AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH " I stone down there , the liquid of the fucking cockroach all come out , then i was like "ohmygodwhatthefuck " I swear that it is damn fucking disgusting . Then later on my dad come in and see what happen . First thing he come in , he ask me " Eh why you scream and why you standing in that position " Then i say " Got cockroach under my feet la ass " Then he " oh , faster go toilet and wash " Then i keep saying dont dare dont dare . Then he say " If you dont wash off , it will forever there and will have something pop up one " Then i faster chiong to toilet and wash like how many million times -.- LOL . Then english tution , never do anything but chit chat only . Then played comp awhile and change and bathe . Sis in law came to pick us to sister house . Okay alot of people there . The condo is damn nice , it is 10000000000000 times better than my condo :( Talked for awhile and went down to have buffet . As there were too many people , we need to sit under the sun and eat and it is fucking hot -.- Then played here played there for awhile . Then cut cake :D HAHHA i like the cake cos inside the cake got icecream ! Then went to the pool and played . Then went up to sister house and slack there . Ask sebas to call me and chatted , then went to sleep . Went down to take the shuttle bus which bring us to station . HAHAH that condo got it's own shuttle bus ! So cool right. Reach home , bathe and went to audi with karin & esther and idk why very less people online today o.o

Picutres :

The swimming pool is damn nice !

Friday

School was quite boring . Sean tay nv come for english . So means the first two period is free period ! HHHAAHAH . Then went to comp lab for the survery and went down first to change with qiuying . And play touch rubhy . It was boring . Then recess , sit with qiuying suteng kaixin corrina felicia and jillian . Geo was really damn bored . And alsagoff is like walking here walking there -.- Chapel was damn slack . Then waited for esther and bused to junction 8 (: Waited for shanette there . It was damn long since i last met her ! Went to subway , but end up me and esther dont want to eat . And later on decided to go dhobby guat and eat chicken rice . Chat there and went to plaza sing and walkwalk . Idk that plaza sing got cotton on , me and esther was like telling shanette " dont have cotton on in ps la " LOL . End up have hahha . Buy tank top with shanette :D I got the white one and i forget what colour shanette bought x.x Then went to station and me and esther went to cine and shanette went home :D Esther went to pierce ! Finally hahha . Went to buy my hairmask . :P: . Then walked around there and walk around orchard road . Went to do survery for breast cancer for woman ? HAHHA then saw ion , it's damn big and it got its own lv outlet !!!!!!!!! LOL went home around 6 and reach home around 6.40 . Bathe and sis in law come pick us up for dinner :) After we eat went to ion > esplanate > plaza sing > clarke quay > central > home . Hhahha it was really damn fun :D

sexy man

My one on top and esther one at the bottom (:

We got this pen o.o

Anyway

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SQUIRREL AND SEBAS !

SEBASTIAN FU

Okay sebas i really dont know that your birthday was on the 20 HAHAH . Anw happy belated birthday :D All the best in everything you do aye :) ANDANDAND ! Lastlong with your girlfriend :D All my blessing to you , cherish her ayyyye . Goodluck man(: And you nv ask for my approval ! Go and die , lol kidding :D Takecare manzxzx and last very long (:

Monday got school and i dont wanna go school :( I hate school like hell , it sucks to the core ! :( And exams are like really damn damn damn near and i still dont feel like studying at all , i am still having june holiday mood and i need to study already ! I swear next week i gonna go back everyday after school and study xD HAHAHHAHA okay byebye all :D

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SHANETTE : HAHHAHA LOL iloveyou bbby !

LuvJ : LOL Yes you should :D

Esther : Hey luv <3

2009-07-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANETTE & GUOZHANG
I LOVE YOU SHANETTE TAN SHI TING (L)

School was very bored but time pass damn fast today . After school take bus with jillian kx and corrina , went to mac . Later on bryan jeremy ruben (dont know how to spell ) and zainul came . Eat there . Chat awile and went back . hahah currently talking to shanette airen now . she's so high can HAHHA . Okay today i reach home at 2.30 . It's early HAHAH but sad ah i forget to take my keys and i cant enter the house-.-Okay tomorrow is friday and i'm dammnzx happy :D Okay byebye HAHHH .

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Shanette : hahha welcome , you are loveddd by me ! enjoy your day aye airennn

2009-07-22T21:23:00.007+08:00

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO SHANETTE :D

Hey airen ^^ hahha happy early birthday to you aye , cos i scared tomorrow i wont have the time to post . Hahha if tomorrow manage to online , i will post again . HAHHA okay i'm glad to know you man . Thanks for cheering me up that time & thanks for the advises that you had gave me . haha you ear okay already ? My one still not okay yet :( Anw all the best in what you do and rmb that i will be always there for you no matter what :D Good luck airen ! (L) ILOVEYOU!

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO GUO ZHANG :D

Shanette & GuoZhang fall on the same date . hahha . Morning got caught by alsagoff for socks . Ass you man . Lessons past quite fast . We had our amaths test and art . Draw our shoe and painted it . School end at 124o but i only finish doing at 1.15 -.- so i left school at 1.15 . Welyn and esther waited for me inside art room too . Paiseh ah loves . Bus to novena square and suppose to go shopping :( but end up welyn shop for foods hahah ! Okay i seriously need money to buy new clothes T.T 300 bucks is more than enough , anyone kind enough to sponsor me ? :D Esther was not feeling well today , she look very pale . Takecare aye love ! Walk from square one to square two and went up to ntuc hahha . Went to united square and have laksa ^^ It's damn nice but the serving damn small and it cost 3.5o T.T . Then walk at united square , later on esther and me decided not to go for tution as she is not feeling well . Walk till welyn papa reach and we went to take train . I trainned to yishun and meet bryce jimmy & ray . I reach there first , end up everyone is late LOL . Meet ray they all at starbucks and me and ray waited for jimmy . Then went down to find bryce they all . Okay there are some things that i dont wanna mention and welyn and esther knows it :D HAHHAHA . Around 6 plus , ray accompany back home . Thanks aye . Tomorrow having physic test , sian . Okay exams are like 13 more days and i am still on the mood like having june holidays . I got no mood to study and i feel like playing everyday . Okay i guess i really gotta study already :(

I dont wanna fall in love , till i fall in love wit you . I really hope that time will just stop whenever i'm with you .

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MANDY : hahah hello nuer :D

2009-07-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

She's crazyeee .

Okay i got alot of things to do . I need to study for my amths test for tml , amaths homework and the stupid english movie review . Ass la fuck . I dont wannna study anymore :( i hate life alot .

If only time can reverse ,

will you be mines again ?

5 more days and it'll be over.......